and just lay here for awhile
satisfied by your seduction
like a handshake would do the job.
Never know how long I have waited,
anticipated,
your smile
to be pressed against mine.
I feel it is only fitting, as I begin my new life full of decisions and free of the ridiculous, that I find a place to store the things running through my head. Far from the eyes of those who are offended by the thoughts I have and away from those who care too much to understand, I seek a haven for the words I love so much.
This is why I am here. This is why I sit staring at a computer screen when I generally prefer a pen and paper. There is something to be said about the existence of something, how it is entirely questionable when you are the only one who can see it. So I will type these things into existence, if only to convince myself they are there.
